.. this is how I'm dressed. You've told me to knock on your door, remove my glasses, and shut my eyes. I'm standing there, at your door, glasses in m... hands, with my eyes closed... wondering what's in store for me. You told me that I didn't do as you explicitly instructed... and I know that I'll be punished, but I had to see you... so... I will have to take whatever it is that you are planning for me. I feel my self trembling a little as I stand there knowing I will be at your mercy. . She wasn’t always so flattering, of course. Just in moments where she was freshly reminded of what a catch her lover was. They couldn’t marry, she knew that, not with him being the Grand Maester of the Seven Kingdoms, but still ... still, she was his concubine and she knew it. And everyone knew it, in fact.Being Sam’s concubine beat being her own father’s wife by a sizable margin, too. Craster was as awful a husband as he was a father, after all. She didn’t miss his rancid breath during kissing. " Starting to walk away, she turned back once more. "Frank, I hope you know how much we all enjoy your wonderful company. You're a part of our family now."The River Incident...The day had been scorching hot. The sweat and dust from the wagon train covered the men and women as they struggled on through the heat. In late afternoon off in the distance, through the shimmering heat, the weary travelers could make out a stand of trees. Just beyond the trees, they could see the outline of a smooth. Aine would ensure the pooka died when I did.Mr Jones then told me that it was important I was careful with Trevor. Icould not remove my bra and pantyhose myself but if Trevor was to do soand to slip them on himself he would also risk becoming a woman like me.And it was important that Aine had a father. Even though I was born aman I could not be anything other than a mother to our daughter.Although I would set strict boundaries with Trevor about his fidelity itwould not take long for changes.