Commit to it totally if they will have you."Never, ever sell yourself short. I want you to be able to look in the mirror at yourself 5, 10, 15, 20, 30...years from now and say, 'I gave it my best.'"No matter what may happen, no matter who you end up with, no matter the pain and suffering you go through, the rewards are better than you could ever have imagined."God, I love my Big Brother -- and I could hardly wait to be with my Toro tonight and share my soul again with him.Before I went over to. “Are you going to do that again, Bunny? Disobey me like that?”“No Sir,” I panted, or at least tried to, the now soaked panties making it impossible to form coherent words.He continued to finger fuck me, pushing a third finger inside of my dripping wet snatch. It felt amazing. I was breathing so hard that I wondered if I might actually hyperventilate. I felt the rough bark pressing against my hard nipples through the thin fabric of my dress, giving me an idea. Probably a really bad one, but one. I am nothing. I am ugly and no man will have me," she sobs."You are so ugly you are an affront to nature!"I stand up again then thrash her buttocks caring not that the thongs wrap around her midriff. I observe, with perverse gratification, as I bring forth beads of blood that become lines and smears.Frenzied I beat her harder and without respite. Her cries become a low moan and then stop.She is still now, her head hangs down, her elbows slack – I wonder if I have indeed killed her, killed. Smack! Again I moaned. I wanted him even more now. Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack! He hit my ass cheeks, left, right, left, right. I moaned and squirmed against my restraints. He rubbed me again, massaging my buttocks with gentle hands. Smack! Smack! He spanked me again less than five seconds later. I wanted this man badly now. Smack! Smack! His spanking was becoming more urgent and hurried. Not long now, I thought. Soon I would feel him inside me, but until then, the delicious anticipation was.