"I held on to her. "I know Jill. Mom does too. She's just upset. She's taking this real hard."I held on to Jill as she shook and started to cry.Five m...nutes later they'd both cried it out and Jill had successfully apologized to Mom."I'm sorry, Jill. I'm just a mess today. It wasn't right for me to take it out on you." I understand, June. I wasn't thinking." June? Did Raul talk to you about the ECP?" I'm sorry, John, I'm not thinking. ECP?" The emergency contraceptive pill. It's not foolproof,. One is causing us to continue eating. Another is giving us a sense of euphoria; this is the most serious one as it will make us very receptive to suggestions. If we cannot block this one, we will not have the will to block the effect of the other drugs on our thought processes. Fortunately, our bodies can counter the drugs, but it will take some time and most of our focus. Now, let's relax while we appear to focus on their presentations so that our bodies can respond. While doing this, we must. She approached his stool with an air of respectful obedience but all she could think of was the older man looking up close and personal everything she owned like a boyfriend or a spouse with license to expect her dutiful submission. It was all too beyond her understanding and she was torn between complying and refusing the commands of authority.It was the look on Mister Cummings face that convinced her it would be better to comply because she could see he was in a state of visible upset at her. These quickly became older as she discovered the benefits of mature men. They knew more about what they were doing and weren’t too quick on the trigger.As she went through college she was usually opening her thighs to one guy or another, but not like a slut. More like serial monogamy as she honed her criteria for a spouse and “interviewed” likely prospects. The only significant deviation from this pattern was spring break in her junior year when she accompanied a boyfriend she was living-with,.