"My voice took me by surprise. It was not unlike my male one, a littlesofter and slightly higher.He got out of the bed, and to my relief he was wearin... briefs, althoughthey showed pretty clearly he was well equipped, as they say ...Then he came over to me. and took my hand gently.He said, "What was the nightmare, hon? Are you worried about yoursurgery?"As he said this, memories flooded into my brain. This girl I had become,she was no stranger. She was me. A me who finally realized what she. Benjamin's purchasing department had tried to contact the salesman who had sold them these lathes, but were told that the salesman had been transferred, but Mr. McGregor was welcome to take up the discussion with their director of sales – Ms. Cindy. Benjamin had been livid, he had personally got on the horn and demanded to speak to the “fucking” director of sales. However, the receptionist had politely explained that Ms. Cindy was presently unavailable, but would gladly give him an audience the. I realised how deep I had got in, I thought about it and tried to convince myself she would not go. The week continued as per any other week, little chance of sex, life back in the routine. I arrived home from work on Wednesday to a very excited wife, she told me about her new membership and how much she wanted to use it, she begged me to let her go, how could I refuse. We made love that night, was it me or did things feel different.Friday evening she set off full of smiles for her first. I only hesitated for a second before I walked up to the group, realizing with a sinking feeling that he was talking to Mary. She literally had to have stumbled out of the room and bumped into him. Their faces were laughing and relaxed, but as I came to stand beside Mary, Jason’s face tensed up and his chest rose and fell quickly. The whole ambiance of the room seemed to change, everyone else continuing to talk without noticing. All the images I’d tried to store and destroy in my mind of him.