Damn Tom, now thats it isnt it? I asked. Well honey, you did ask. he said.You want me fucked by a dog, then you want your buddies to fuck me too? I as...ed him.Yes, Tom replied. You know they all just love you, and they all think you are hot and sexy. You know they all would love to use that fine body of yours. he said to me. I would love to watch you take all of them at once. You sick basturd, we are married, and now you want to share me with your dogs, and your friends too. Honey, dont the idea. I want you to promise me something."She blinked back the tears and looked at me. She was so seriously messed up that I did not know if there was anything that could be done that would not just make things worse. "What's that, dear?" she said."I want you to think about what you want to do for a change. I want you to do something because it's what YOU want, without consideration for anyone or anything else, OK? Don't feel you have to work that overtime on our account. We'll get by without it.. He would ask me to clench my muscles and of-course, this pushed even more out. Finally, he pulled out of my mouth and spun round so that he was lying right on top of my open legs, I held my breath.I looked up into his eyes and all I could see was hesitation. Finally he looked down at me and said “Honey, do you think I can make love to you please?”I just burst out crying, I loved this man so much, I had waited three years for him to make love to me and here he was thinking he had to ask. I. Big is beautiful!I haven't really thought of men sexually before, but lately I have beganto fantasize about being a BBW with a man. I don't like men culturally,but I think I would enjoy having a man see me and treat me like a woman.Honestly, I have many more fantasies about being a lesbian, which is how Ireally view sexual myself (even though my body is male, my soul isfemale).Yes, I probably have gender dysphoria that was mostly brought on by sexualonline fantasies, but each day that passes I.