I am not certain what is going on!Janice I knew most be up to something, before lockdown I had on occasions observed other men and women visit her and...on other occasions she was picked up by a van.At night during lockdown a large van had park opposite our house two or three times and Janice in her nightie would cross the road from where she lived and climb in to the back of the van.This event occurred in early January 2021 just before England entered its 3rd lockdownThe kids were asleep, James. But, then, this isn't how she had wanted to be a soldier.She turned her head, looking back down the line of her men. Past the five Elves, dark cloaks hiding their non-human features. Past Anelie, the teen girl she should never have let come. Her eyes focused on Helmut, his lifeless form wrapped in linen, draped over the saddle of his horse.She had killed him.It had been a game. Despite all these people had been through, all the death and war around them, she had thought it was a game. Being a. Suddenly I was pulled into dance by the secretary of the society and I too started dancing, as I being a good dancer I was enjoying dancing but thinking of this Goddess, suddenly a boy came running to her and said “Mummy I require money to buy dandiya sticks she pointed to a man and said take it from daddy”. I was shocked and upset….she was married but didn’t look so. This made it clear I had no chance now.Diwali was approaching in 15 days and one night the secretary met me down and asked if I. It’s all the same. Surrender and devotion.The whipping stops.Anna to the guard:Leave her chained up like this. Do not allow her to sleep. Whip her, stroke her, pinch her, tickle her. Do whatever you like. Just don’t allow her a moment to relax. And no food – only water. Do not clean her, or allow her to use the toilet. She needs to see that she has no control – most especially over her body. We will see if she is more accommodating in a couple days.Montage sequence as Karyn is.