You know how I felt, walking out of that liquor store at only 19 with two bottles of alcohol? Like a queen. No feeling could describe it. Walking fast...across the street, I noticed Abby staring at me with a look of nervousness. As soon as she saw the paper bag and my smile, she jumped up and down with excitement. "YOU DID IT!" , she screamed. "OH MY GOD ABBY THAT WAS SO FUCKING SCARY." I ranted on how I came so close, and told her that she fucking owed me one. We high fived and laughed at. Aaahhhhhhhh.Aur wo uncle ke muh hi jhad gayi.Uncle ne meri mallu mummy ki chut ka pura ras pi liya aur chaat chaat ke chut bilkul saaf kardi.Ab uncle dheere se uthkar bahar chale gaye aur thodi der baad andar aaye.Uncle aunty ko.Uncle – ab tum thoda rest karlo aur leela ko bhi karne do.Aunty ne dawayian kha li thi isiye ab unhe neend aa rahi thi.Ab uncle dusre room me chale gaye.Idhar mummy aunty ke saath baithi rahi aur thodi der baad jab aunty so gayi aur wo bahar aa gayi. Ab mummy bahut. I could have complete control over any situation.A boyfriend would feel entitled to make demands on my time, on my attention, to have some say in the relationship. What did I need that for when I could get everything I wanted at no cost?Maybe this wasn't love and forever after; maybe it was just infatuation. Perhaps I had just been caught up in the moment. It was a most excellent moment to be sure, but a moment nonetheless.I loved being with Jeff, but I could do that whenever I wanted without. "They could try." They could and ... maybe you have ways to stop them, but it would make trouble and draw attention to you." I handed her the nightie and without protest for once, she put it on and lifted her arms up in an unmistakable, non-verbal, childish appeal to be picked up and carried. It was a moment very characteristic of her; one moment the confident adult, the next a small child. She was light in my arms and she clung to my neck as I carried her back home. She was asleep before we.