.. alone!" Well it's that alone business that scares me. Honey, you know I trust you, it's just..." Yeah, I know. We've been over this again and again... But Mom, not every guy is out there just waiting to rape me." I know, honey, I know. But when the day comes, I want your first time to be special. I want it to be with whom you want and how you want and for all the right reasons." How about you Grandma? What was your first time like?" asked Sierra, turning to Jessica."Sierra!" cried Cathy,. ”She straightened her shoulders and I saw a determined look in her eyes, “I will do it, we will do it.”She looked me in the eyes, “thank you.”As she went up the stairs I continued down. When I reached the entrance to the grotto Cynthia called me, “over here.”I turned right and made my way through some bushes. I found myself in a well tended wood with the smaller bushes trimmed back. Following a small trail I came out into a small clearing next to the wall by the river. Cynthia lay in the center. She was trying to smile and she was trying to hold back her tears but it wasn’t working. When I tried to pull my thumb out she grabbed my wrist and wouldn’t let me. She told me that I was the first boy to ever enter her and she was going to enjoy it if it was the last thing that she ever did.I hated inducing the pain that she was feeling but she really wanted it. Chloe said the thought of letting a boy fuck her was all that she ever thought about lately. She also dreaded the thought of some guy. Danglars'.The banker saw the carriage of the count enter the court yard, and advanced to meet him with a sad, though affable smile. "Well," said he, extending his hand to Monte Cristo, "I suppose you have come to sympathize with me, for indeed misfortune has taken possession of my house. When I perceived you, I was just asking myself whether I had not wished harm towards those poor Morcerfs, which would have justified the proverb of 'He who wishes misfortunes to happen to others experiences.