"Oh god. That's great. Don't stop. Don't stop." I swore that I was alone, but my brother walked in and looked at me like I was crazy. Shit, I thought,...That's embarrassing. "Can I talk to you?" He asked. I was masturbating, I thought, why would you want to talk to me? I quickly covered up my body and said,"Sure." "I really care about you." He said. "I know you do." I said. "And I just want to let you know that you're special."He said. "What?" "Look I know about you wanting to have sex." "No I. Picking a point he thought the sound was coming from, he nudged his horse with his knee and started in that direction.The sound was at times like the wail of a Loon, then would change pitch to a musical tone. Sky was always curious about things he had never seen and especially things he had never heard. He turned his horse to the top of a higher rise in the land. Before he reached the top, he stepped off and walked quietly to the crest to look below.There below him were two Indians he knew to. I walked him to a chair and told him to sit down. I had contemplated staying anonymous to him but opted to allow him to see me the way I has dressed for him and the painful lust in my eyes. I turned on the music that was Hauntingly sexual and made me move the way I wanted to for him. I approached home from behind taking the scarf from my hair and blindfolding him. Definitely something we had never done before. But that’s what I wanted for him. I kissed his neck taking bites. I wanted another drink so I found my coat, this time I tottered down the road, half way down Eric and Norman stopped the car beside me, Ralph and Bruce were with them, "Where you going Tanya?"They startled me, "Eeerrr the liqueur store, run out of supplies."They opened the back door, "Hop in we are going to a bar, missed the cut with the tournament so drowning our sorrows, we will give you a lift, can't have a beautiful woman out on the streets"Its silly I know but complements do cloud the.