As soon as the door closed a TV came back on playing some basketball game and could see four other guys sitting around the room. Two of them I recogni...ed right away, I didn’t know their names but one I had let fuck me for a first class seat on the flight out and the other Chris had basically loaned me to for a rotation while he was working somewhere else. The other two I didn’t know at all but they were about the same size as Chris and just as dark. One had dreads down his back and the other. He stops at the liquor store and says he's gonna get me some beer. He drinks very little so it was mostly for me. He comes out with a 12 pack and we go to his house. We walk inside his house and my cousin is there. I can't even explain how disappointed I was, but I couldn't show it. He hands me a beer and we sit on the couch in the living room. My uncle was asking my cousin about work because he thought he was scheduled to work that day. Apparently he had swapped shifts with a coworker. My. Her big natural titties almost popping out of her tied in the front white dress shirt with her nipples hard and no bra on. Yanked me onto the floor with her as I still didn't acknowledge her exsistance and continued playing. Pulling down my shorts and smiled as she put her plump lips on the tip of my hard dick kissing it ever so gently. Her eyes looking at me, those big beautiful hazel eyes. Out of nowhere she started deep throating my white dick, as she had no gag reflex I felt it going all. He knows I am tired. He can see it in my eyes. He knows the truth just like I do. He knows that, together, we are transient. These woods are his form of meditation, of prayer. Maybe, in introducing me to them, he is trying to fix me because he knows his human hands cannot. He knows, right now, his human hands are not fit to hold me, but moreover, he knows that neither of us is willing to admit that. He knows that nobody wants to look that deep because, on the surface, we have found momentary.