It took about 25 minutes to get her home and she jumped across and gave me a peck on my left cheek before saying thanks again and then got out , went ...nto her front garden and opened the front door, it closed behind her and the light went on , she pulled a curtain across and waved and blew a kiss with a lovely smile. Job done . I didn't clock on till around 4.30 on Sunday and the operator told me there was some money and a letter in the office for me whenever I was passing . I thought to. The lights were bright, but I spotted Lana giving me a thumb’s up. I tried to remember my old routine, ‘Ha, what routine,’ I never had a set dance. The music was loud, Joan Jett I think. What the fuck was I doing there? ‘Shake your ass John, do something you idiot’. I cleared the voices from my head and shook my booty. I could hear hoots and screams, maybe I was doing ok. Hey this isn’t so hard, move your arms a little. The music changed, ‘I’m too sexy for my…’ GOD NO! I hate this song. The DJ. I would learn later that veryfew picked a fight with Billy and those that did soon learned they madea terrible mistake.The first time Billy ever spoke to me was in the cafeteria. I waslooking for an empty table to sit at when Billy spoke up and said. "HeyTimmy come sit with me." I wasn't sure he was even talking to me then Isaw him wave me over to the seat next to his.Billy and I became friends that day. I was never sure if he knew aboutthe difference between our upbringing, but if he did he. I would have to show her as well as tell her.The problem was that this was another man's wife standing in front of me. Not only that, but that man was a neighbor who lived not more than half a football field away! And a man whom I had, up to this point, a pretty friendly relationship with!But I could see in those soft brown eyes a need for validation... a need to know she had worth and value to someone. So I took her soft face in my hands and pulled her gently into a long, deep kiss. It was a.