Blogspot.mx/Am I alive or am I dead? Is this purgatory? I cant see anything. I canttell if I'm blind or not. Darkness is the same if my eyes are open ...rnot.I've been wandering in this darkness forever it seems. How do I evenknow I exist? Do I still have a body? or am I just a wandering thought?When the bandits came, I ran into this secret cave. I found it myself. Idon't think any of the townspeople know about it. I managed to escapefrom them....and pretty much everything else.I'm no longer. "Just for a week! Remember, I'm 8 next week," she said with a sly smile."Happy Birthday son!" said Anne as he entered the kitchen for breakfast."Thanks" he said, now noticing a pile of what could only be birthdaycards on the table."Happy Birthday son!" said Adam, now entering, his work clothes alreadydone up. "6 already, you'll be a big boy in no time at this rate."Anne looked, noticing the emphasis on the word "boy"."Well, being as your birthday is now here, we'll tell you what yourpresent. "This may come as a shock to you, given my obvious femininity," she said, grinning, "but I am quite the tomboy. I've always enjoyed sports. My favorite outfit is cutoff sweatpants and baseball cap. But fishing is just about my favorite thing." It's near the top of my list, too," Adam told her. "There was a nice lake not far from where I grew up. When I was young, my Dad and I would sometimes take a cooler and just head off for a couple of days. Anytime Mom had a lot going on and we had to be. Clothes and books and brushes and other girl shit was everywhere. I realized I was still in a pair of shorts and t-shirt and my hair was all fucked up looking. One of the twins was making tea in the in-room coffee maker and handed me a glass. I don't like tea, I told Lin or Alice, but she handed it to me and was running around the room again looking under sheets for something and talking to her sister in Chinese. They seemed to be ignoring me, but yet strangely happy I was here. Hey, where.