“Thanks. I’m beat and I want to run in the morning so I’m heading up now.” Em just smiled and said goodnight and off I went. Up in my room I f...red up the laptop and striped off everything. I went to my bookmarks and pulled up a link to a video I’d had seen many times and always got me going. I sat there stroking as a middle aged blonde with huge DDD’s jerked off two dudes. For some reason though I wasn’t sealing the deal so to speak. I needed release, that was for sure, but this time old. I swallowed desperately. His red-hot man sauce ran out the corners of my mouth, down my chin and onto my dress. It was beautiful. I cleaned him up with my mouth and wiped the remainder from my face. He gave me a goodnight kiss on the forehead and I left him and went home. I masturbated for two solid hours and came several times thinking about my evening. For the next few days I was depressed. I figured that I lost my girlfriend for good and that I was in falling in love with a guy I could never. Feeling very confused about all this I started to find that my initial feelings of trepidation towards these two guys for taking advantage of me, had now become mixed with a growing sensation of desire for them, a desire to be used and to be naked in front of them, to be submissive and give myself totally to them to do as they please.Where the hell had these thoughts come from I pondered briefly as the strong man behind me kept up his slow, deep thrusts into me. I tried to justify the strange. I asked why and she said her AC broke and she needed to be warm. I can’t blame her, I also was a bit happy she didn’t take her coat off. Red fox looks incredible on her. I took off my clothes and we started kissing each other, rubbing our bodies close together. My cock rubbing against her skin. My hands traveled from her long, silky hair to her beautiful red fox. After a few minutes were spent feeling each other, She knelt down and started sucking my cock with her big lips. ‘Oh fuck’ I thought.