As for me, as far as I can figure it, I have only had sex with one virgin. There was no hesitation on her part either with penetration or was there ev...r the feeling I was busting her wide open. I just took my time, she hers and at the appropriate time, no blockage. It just slid in.She had told me she had done some horseback riding, so I assumed that's why her hymen was not there. I never asked. Just assumed that caused that thin covering not to be there. A hairbrush handle, fingers or just. . It was October and He told me that he would be gone all month and be back In November. I helped him pack his bags, the usual camo uniform, boots, socks, tooth brush, tooth paste, all the goodies. I feared this day for a while. I guess I always knew it was coming, I told him before he found out he was gonna deploy that you never know, he might get called in early and I was really upset about it and sure enough, He has to deploy in march and Here it is October, And He's gonna be gone all month.. And anyway its not going to be the first time I am going to see you without your kameez. I am your nephew.” I don’t know was it my scream and concern for the henna or was it the next part of my sentence that made mami talk’ “Ok then you would have to wash my kameez also as I can’t do that also.” “It’s ok. But you have to direct me.”With that she came near me and lifted her hands. I reached the bottom of her kameez and held it with my forefinger and my thumb in such a way that all my other. At some point I did tell him that we were not going to have sex and he said that was okay with him because he was enjoying just being with me. At twenty-one I still fell for shit like that. We stopped for a while and he asked me if I wanted some air and maybe a beer and I said okay. As I got up he pulled up the hem of my top and I let him. I had the bikini on and it felt safe enough. Up to the deck where a cool Delta breeze was blowing and he handed me a beer and we talked about hs boat while.