”“OK”“Keep a journal of your thoughts.”“I’m already doing that. I’ll bring it next time, if you want.”“That will be helpful. One m...re question — you said you were having trouble sleeping. Have you found anything that helps?”I think she was probing for drinking or drugs or something like that.“Jennifer.”“What?”“Jennifer used to be my best friend, as I said. I hope she will be again. That’s probably the most important relationship that I messed up. Sunday night I had her come over and cuddle me. What we wanted to do could not be done on University property so we rented a room for the weekend in a local motel that didn’t ask too many questions. One by one, the candidates appeared, ready for whatever would happen. Their willingness to be both brave and submissive was a key criteria for their acceptance.I stayed in the corner, observing while Melanie ran the show. With each candidate the scenario went like this:“I’m going to take off my clothes and you need to take yours off as well. Put. .I don't know what came over me but I entered his bedroom. Both of them shocked, the girl went for her clothes. I told her to stay right there bitch and watch a real woman take a cock. My son was stone cold, didn't know what to do. I dropped my panties, bent over the bed and grabbed his cock. I took it hard and shoved it in my pussy. He screamed, "mommy what are you doing?" I told him to shut up and fuck the hole he came out of. Fuck it hard baby!! The girl watching was scared and didn't know. Looking into my loving son's eyes I could say only yes, you can do my asshole some day. Robby just smiled a knowing smile understanding he would be butt fucking his mother very soon.After the shower is dressed and decided to get something to eat. In the hotel dinning room I watch Robby for any sign of distress over what we had just done. He seemed content and at ease with himself and me. I asked him, Robby, are you troubled by what we did today, after all, it is considered incest and.