." she said. "When I was having my nightmare..." She looked down, and I could tell she was a little nervous about asking the question.I reached out an... stroked her cheek affectionately. "It's all right, dear," I told her. "Go ahead and ask me." Well ... why did you kiss me like that?"I withdrew my hand and sighed. I had wondered whether she would even remember it, or if she did, if she would want to talk about it."You're right," I said. "I shouldn't have done it." That's not what I meant," she. Suzy wracked her brain searching for ways to fend him off, but she knew that since Mike wouldn't be there to help curtail Jack's advances by his mere presence, it would be extremely difficult. Finally, she gave up trying to devise clever avoidance tactics and just resolved to remain steadfast in her refusal to give in to him.Her nervousness increased as the day wore on. She turned on the tube and tried to watch a soap opera, but she was too keyed up for that. Then she did housework to try to. I stood there watching the craziness of my daughter’s birthday around me and mentioned to Deb that we had all the room in the world for more kids, why had none ever appeared.“Maybe I should go to the doctor and get checked to see if something is wrong with me before we are too old to have more like her.” I told Deb and she grabbed me and just held me.“Mick, I hate to be a bitch, but I don’t want anymore babies. I’ve been on the pill since Aurora was born. It scared me to death being pregnant. You know despite my denial, she made me fuck her just one day before her wedding day. She says you are my first unofficial husband in all practical way.After her marriage, she had come to our place after a year when her husband went to Singapore for a couple of weeks. That time she was normal, means she was not pregnant. During that period also she had sex with me day time when parents were out for work. She was insisting me to make her pregnant. She said don’t worry I will show this as my.