Even though Toni has a feminine side, he has amale body that will continue to grow more masculine if we don't retardthe male testosterone being produc...d by his body."Hormones?" asked my mother. "Aren't they dangerous? What if we findout Toni is happier as a boy? Will the hormones hurt him?" They won't hurt him, as in make him ill. But with continued use or anincreased dosage, they will permanently feminize his body. He'lldevelop breasts. His hair will grow faster. His hips will widen. Hisskin. "I nodded. Jibran saw the core dilemma facing our society. In a population of twenty-five million, there are over nine million children, and almost seven million of them were girls. The children represented 36% of the human population, and their care and training consumed a huge portion of the world's resources. How long could they last without supplies? And if we evacuated the child monasteries, where would they go?"I don't know Jibran." I sighed. "I think Bel'dar left us clues though in how. It will make you accept what ishappening to you. It will break your resistance. It will make you lovethe process you will be undergoing. It will make you very addicted toyour uniform."This can't be happening, John thinks. It has to be a nightmare."And like all other persons that we have converted, you will become verysubmissive...and you will obey every command," continues Unit Leader.John feels a sense of growing acceptance. His resistance is evaporating.The drug makes him want to accept. He asked me to relax. I said, “Of course.” After sometime I asked him, “Can I suck you?”After checking the place well, he said, “Ok, but be careful. No noise.” I just knelt down and kissed him from over his pants, he put his hand on my head and fondled me. I was kissing his groin when he unzipped his pants and pulled his dick out.It was of a decent size. I kissed it and then started licking it. He started making sounds while I was licking his dick. I put my hand on his mouth and reminded him to.