" Matt, was it hard growing up and being gay?" he asked.I shrugged, "Actually I coasted through thanks to Kris and a few otherfriends. Internally, it'... really hard to admit that you are..." I can imagine it is. The fear... the doubt... the worry," Noah said."All of those knowing you are different and will be looked upon asdifferent. I guess that's what makes this so great. Sure we get k**dedabout being gay but no one really excludes us. I feel as much a part ofthings here. Take this trip for. Ani andi….Na rasanni atta pukulo karchesi nenu wash room ki vella…Atta saree katukuntundi, divya sudden ga lopaliki vochindi….Divya nu chusi atta bayapadindi….But em analedu………Nenu bayataku velli nit 8.30 ki intiki vocha…Ragane divya ,,,bava neekosame wait chestuna ani,, room loki vochindi,,,,langa voni veskoni sexy ga undi…Apudu manasulo decide ayya divyanu elagaina dengalani…..Room ki vochindi,,nenu freshup avadaniki bathroom ki vella…Tanu na room lo voni ni sardukuntundi..Nenu chusa..Tanu. Well all right all grapes.Fermented grapes.well Wine.I have wine for dinner.People that wonder if there glass is half empty or half full are missing the point.IT’S REFILLABLE.Did you know that two or three glasses of wine a day reduce you chance of giving a shit!Not to be technical but according to chemistry Alcohol is a solution.I am not a alcoholic, alcoholics need a drink. I already have one.Sometimes when I reflect back on all of the wine I drink, I feel shame. Then I look into the glass. Now why did he come around?”“He said he was worried about you. Frankly, I’d say you should be worried about him.”“Why?”“He was on crutches.”“What happened?” I was alarmed. Jordan always seemed so indestructible. I still remembered him shooting Oksamma when a second later, Oksamma would have shot me or Dag or both.“Apparently, he was rushing somewhere early Friday morning over on the Eastside where all the power was out. He went through an intersection where there was no light and someone plowed.