Then the procedure of hiring a hotel room followed until we both were looking in each others eyes in a closed room fully aware & awaiting what was to ...ollow.I asked her genuinely if she was comfortable and she replied “KK I thought you will be making me comfortable,” I got the message and moved towards her to hold her head in my hands and kiss her on her lips, first gently until the kissing turned up to be more passionate involving lot of tongue. We moved on to the bed and I began to hold her. Aunt Jen then suggested that maybe she should leave the heater on in her room over night and that I sleep in her bed with her. You can probably tell my lack of knowledge about sex when I say didn't even give this suggestion a second thought, it just seemed a practical and very sensible way of both of us keeping warm on what was a very cold winter night.I was sent to bed about 9 and I was still awake when Aunt Jen came to bed around 10.30. She had already changes into her pyjamas, thick dark. ‘I am sorry, Briel,’ he said. Tears were in his eyes and he had forced them back. ‘Take care.’ He had taken his luggage and never turned back. The nurse took my pulse and then patted my head, she felt sorry for me. Many of them did, seeing a young woman with so much promise have to go through so much suffering as the disease ransacked my body. The physical pain was nothing to me in comparison to the hurt in my soul that battered me everyday. I reflected n my last words to him. ‘I will always. Jeremy was the jack ass of our group. He seemed to be more close with Morgan then the rest of us. I think, maybe it was because they were both from the north and could cope with each others personalities. I wasn’t your usual hunk of a kid you would find in a popular kids traits, but all the guys in school liked the way I acted and were cool with me judging by how they acted towards me. I was a tall, lanky fellow around 6'0 and about 160 in weight. I had curley brown hair and brown eyes to match.