Even though darkness was approaching, I still only wore a t-shirt and jeans. I sat at our picnic table and read. Occasionally, I would stir the fire. ...y book was engrossing and time passed quickly. At one point, I looked at my watch--it was close to 8:30. Where was Laura? I was concerned, but figured she was probably reading or talking to Mark and Bill. Around 9:30 I went to the bathroom to wash up, etc. Passing our 4 guy friends, it looked like they were partying. They were loud and carrying. There are people that are fighting tooth and nail just to get by, and here i am bitching about my life not being special enough. I go upstairs to go to sleep, it was a bit early for that but it doesn't matter. I just want to get this day over with.I close my eyes, and get ready for sleep. But sadly something was keeping me from falling alsleep. It was slight pain, enough for me to notice it was there, but not enough for it to be too much. That however was quickly not the case anymore, the pain. " Joanna said."I feel like Albert's someone else, someone close and that I care about but a different person, I don't want Albert to be gone for good but I don't want Sheila to leave either." Sheila, I'm afraid that you have made a life choice here. Part of it has to do with your loss and grieving over Helen leaving. You knew how lonely you were after Gary went away the first time and then you thought it had happened again. Let me talk to Kerri for a few minutes, Kerri give her the soothing. I did it before when we were in college. Have anyone of you not masturbated on the fantasy of your friend’s girlfriend or wife or fingered yourself in the fantasy of your friend’s boyfriend or husband?I got my release with the help of her pantie. The tension calmed down a little. I finished the shower and came out of the bathroom. She was waiting for me right there with some expectations in her eyes.“You took time in the shower. Did you get my gift?”, she asked.“What gift?”, I asked back.Was.