I had already decided that degradation was better than pain.Mary continued, "You may be feeling like you have been mistreated, butyour orgasm gave you... true feelings away. You enjoyed being Jimmie's sextoy. You were meant to be a sissy slut dearie." I timidly replied, "YesMistress, but I used to be a man." She laughed and told me, "Yes, butyou weren't much good as a man. You didn't make much money, you couldn'tsatisfy your wife sexually, and didn't even have a manly body." I knewnow that. His eyes were a startling grayish blue that would always take my breath away. I may not be great friends with him but I’m lucky enough to be in his presence. I was still mesmerized by his physique when my phone rang again. Broken out of my trance I took it out and looked at the caller ID. It was my best friend Caleigh. She was one of the only people that knew that I was gay. “Yolo,” I answered. “Do you really need to say that every time you answer your phone?” “Of course! Well not really but I. " When I stretched my entire body out, my leg hit his and I floated up to the surface; he could see the entire front of my body. He said, "Wow, I've always wanted to see you naked." I laughed and said, "Well, now you have." My phone made a text noise and I walked over to the side of the tub. It was my man asking how it was going. I texted back, "Max is wearing his bathing suit in a private tub and I'm not. My man must have laughed as he replied, "Can you get his shorts off to suck his cock?". I put cards next to each vase with the kids' names inside the cards. Knowing how much each of the kids, including Peaches', meant to me made me smile. I had cards for the girls' mothers but I would give those to them later.I now had to run to the patio in a cart with vases of flowers and a bunch of cards.I knew that Glenda would be early, as always, and put her vase, flowers, and card on the table where she always sat with Steve in the morning. Next I put cards on the big table for all of the.