But he wouldn't do it. So I set up on the edge of the bed and picked him up and set him between my legs on the outside covers. He immediately laid dow.... So I was happy. And hoped he would have pleasant dreams.The next morning. I was awaken to the pawing at the door. And a low whining voice. So I clipped his lease on his collar, and took him outside to do his morning business. Being quite aware, that he would want to get outside the fence and back up to his house. But that wasn't going to. So she knew where to go and how to present herself; did she want to do this? To her surprise she awoke one Saturday morning and felt herself aroused; sitting on the toilet she looked at the wet crotch of her panties and realised she felt in real need of sex for the first time in years.She went to her computer and nervously she entered and registered, set up an account where no one could see her at first and then she looked as she had been shown by her friend. She found several possible men to. By doing that my needs are fulfilled - because my deepest need is - to fulfill his needs.I sometimes have a picture of him in my mind when He is 70, tanned and grinning with a sparkle in his eye holding my hand in a beach bar somewhere warm and knowing that his wife has been wearing his chains for over 30 years. I can submit control fully because I trust that He will protect our vanilla identities carefully at all times even when sharing me with others, virtually with images and video footage. When I am out and about I am always looking for what could turn into future possibilities and store them away for another day. After writing yesterday's post I knew I needed to do something today and I had that cock in my mouth urge. So I left a little early for lunch and went to a parking lot at the local adult video store that has at least 8 booths with glory holes. I don't like to wait inside where you can't see well and who it is that you could possibly be sucking off. Sometimes I'd go in.