They told me to sit down. I ask where we're going. They say, The doctor wants your ECT started quick. Today is your first. I say, Oh fuck no. I try to...stand up. They force me back down. I put wrist and ankle cuffs on me. They restrain me to the wheelchair. They hold me down through the day room around the corner and down along the hallway. There's four or five ECT rooms. We going to fourth one. There's a table there. They close and lock the door. Then they let me up from the restraints in the. I was then told to go back to the courtroom. I can not explain how totally embarrassed I was walking through the courthouse looking like this. I could feel something weird happening to me, I just couldn?t figure out what it was. It was like I was shrinking. I just felt weird. As I walked back into the courtroom the judge looked at me and said that instead of jail I was sentenced to feel the same embarrassment that I had caused. All of my assets had been sold, my checking and savings emptied and. She would imagine the Cook being raped in prison as she was, exactly as she was.What really bothered her at night was the way her body would betray her. Master would say cunt, and her pussy would start generating fluids like she was truly aroused. Master would say ass, and she would open automatically. The good side of this was it allowed her mind to roam, imagining her freedom once she escaped, and leaving her body to be abused.She had been awake for three weeks when Master Dieter announced he. She easily fell under the spell of the much older Albert, a man in his forties who had sophisticated ways, a good family name, and a large home with many attractive female black servants. Fay was not used to such luxury or kindness from everyone, including Albert. He visited her room nightly, but refrained from forcing himself on her. Instead, he appeared nightly and gently explored her body, unveiling her a little more on each visit, declaring she had the body of an angel.Fay’s arousal was.