That's what I needed to hear."As Casey got older our talks got fewer, but more intense and deeper. By the time she was midway into her 14th year, she ...as asking me about very sexual things. She ask about sexpositions; which ones I liked the best. She also brought up the subject of oral sex. At first I refused to talk to her about it, but after she reminded me of my honesty promise, and the fact that I was the best source of truthful information she had on such subjects, I gave up trying not to. A couple of times it started while she was helping a customer and had to quickly finish the sales and shoo them away before embarrassing herself. More than once she’d considered running to the bathroom, snatching the vibe out and finishing herself off. But Malik had given her explicit instructions. And she knew better than to disobey. But by the time she’d got to the car all she could think about was the delicious torment between her legs and was desperate for something - anything - to tame the. ”“Why didn’t you mention this before?” Liz asked. I couldn’t tell if she was upset that she was left out of the loop or if she was mad that the decision was made without her input.“I wasn’t sure it would work,” Brea said. “And, to be blunt, this was a professional decision. It wasn’t to look out for Travis, specifically. It was to look out for my profession and my employer. So I didn’t see a need to discuss it with you. I still don’t.”Liz’s eyes blinked rapidly and I pinched my lips together to. I comment on this and she says asks me how I know this and I explain how Ethiopian food is my favorite food and how I’d recognize the smell of berbere anywhere. She says that she is from Eritrea which is right next to Ethiopia.I start looking up the term she’s working on and she scoots next to me to get a better look at what I’m finding. I suddenly notice that she too smells of spices, so now my body is all weird. My stomach is yelling food, my eyes are yelling hot woman and my body is saying.