I wanted to give him kids, many kids. At least I would have something to remember him by, to carry on his name." You'll always remember him, baby. He...will always live inside you--inside all of us." I pulled her to me and she rested her head on my chest. She continued to cry as I took our drinks away. Then I ran my fingers through her long brown hair, gently stroked her face, and murmured comforting words. She was lulled into an almost dream-like state.I could feel the heat of her body so close. He had been watching me take my clothes off and he watched as I put on the Elf outfit.I then turned around and looked at him and he said to come over so he could see what I looked like as an Elf. As I did, I left the top two buttons undone and walked over to him. So Santa asked me to turn around and show him the whole outfit. I smiled and said, "I was thinking he had seen it all already." He just smiled and said, "I think you are going to be a good Elf." Santa stood up and I could see him. 30 Rob turned up, with his frame, and we set it up in our lounge room, making sure we had room to play, at 7 most of the other guys turned up, most we knew and had been with us both, as well as a few new guys, friends of friends, well it didn’t take long seeing as Rob had already tied Sue to the frame and we were fucking her when the others got here, I enjoyed seeing her taking guys as always, and also to some extent the frustration of seeing her not being able to do any thing back to them,. I kept my secrets to myself keeping up the charade of playing the role of an “on the edge” booze hound that never waited for five o’clock to start a daily intake of spirits and cared little about what others thought about my infinite weakness when it came to booze. Only my Uncle knew my little secret and I used it to my advantage in dealing with the general public. I suspected that my beautiful secretary Julie knew the real me was not a boozer but she kept her own counsel and we never discussed.