I also knew, though, that if I was to finish this without regrets, there was one thing I had to bring it up now. I wanted somewhere to go to be with h...m after he was gone. I'd lost a much loved grandmother some years before, my Mom's mom, who had asked that her body be donated to science. That meant no burial and no gravesite, not even an urn of cremated remains. As much as I held her in my heart, it would have been easier if I'd had somewhere to go, some pilgrimage to make to be with her. It. “So Captain Huron's making us the team to check out the planet, wonder what we'll find.” Sitting over a round bar table near the window three people sat and talked about their mission. Seven others had been assigned to join them making it a group of twelve to head down to Caliban. Jake laughed as he teetered his chair back with a glass of brandy in his hand. “Shit for all we know they've just had a nasty storm and got their communications knocked over.” Ensigns Jake Blair, Susan Shell and Mary. Managed to explain I was just helping out over the visit. At least the other history students in college are used to finding me in R's room since I'm a swot. But before it's been to borrow books or to sneak extra tuition. We must not get caught kissing.Went to see Vera Stubbs the Master's secretary. She is also helping organise the meeting. A bit awkward at first but we spent two hours making lists, phoning Dr LeBrun in Nantes and booking hotels. I think I've made a friend. Vera told me what a. Soon she was at my room’s door as usual to ask for her leave but today she was silent; she didn’t have word. I turned towards her looking directly in her eyes. There was a disturbing silence between us. I was getting restless with every passing second. I made my move. I walked up to her grabbed her by her ass and pulled her into my arms. In a flash I had lifted her while grabbing her ass and was biting and sucking her lips violently. I carried her to my bed and climbed on her. By now I had her.