" she paused and looked at me very carefully before continuing, "I hated it then, but now you're so different, so nice. You can have me any time you w...nt. I won't even try to trade for a hit or anything."She looked so sweet and genuine I lost my heart to her. "As much as I want too, I can't." I told her still smiling."Why not?" She questioned with a curious look on her face, "I'm offering myself to you freely. I want you to take me. I want you." I want you too sweetheart." I answered, "But. The best partwas, I think I totally forgot my concerns about who I really was insideand who out there knew about that. I don't think I'd ever felt socompletely female as I did that night, even if you include all the timesI'd made myself up so feminine for those romantic dates with Mark andRob.Speaking of my two guys, I have to confess I thought about themmomentarily, just before I launched into 'I Hate Men.' And no, I didn'thave even an ounce of contempt for either of them - the opposite,. " Jennifer said as she squeezed her son tighter still and kissed his back several times."Mom ... knock it off! I told you no more of this stuff, didn't I? I wasn't kidding." I'm sorry Sweetie. I'm sorry. I'll just lay here and talk, O.K.? Is it O.K. if I stay like this?" Fine," Ryan signed again. "Fine, stay there." Ryan Honey ... I need to apologize. From the bottom of my heart ... I'm so sorry that I've been such a nut case." You can sure say that again," Ryan quipped."I know, Honey. I know.. If someone opened the email, it made their hard drive self destruct. Before doing its dirty deed, the virus scanned and forwarded the email to every contact the person had listed. It seems that the worm would read previous emails and hide itself behind a person or subject that wouldn’t make the recipient suspicious. That person would open the email and the bug claimed another set of victims. The bug was like a snowball on steroids, rolling downhill along the computer network picking up speed.