Chapman, the director of a summer camp asking if I would be willing to work for him doing maintenance work at the camp. He was paying what I thought ...as an excellent wage for doing things I liked doing, so I accepted the job. As part of the package, I received free room and board at the camp. In addition, as long as I kept everything working perfectly, I could use the camp facilities any time I wanted to. I could hardly wait for school to be over so I could report to work. I packed a few. "Hello there," you muster timidly, trying desperately to hide the smile on your lips but failing miserably."You got my message, then," he responds. "I tried to call back but..." you begin but find your words softly trailing off, disappearing into the dimly lit suite."I had business to attend too," he answers. His British accent is deliciously alluring as you feel his eyes upon you through the shadows."Well, I hope it went well and you can attend to something else," you answer playfully with a. He also promised to only call me by my girl name Veronica. About 1/2 hour later he showed up at my hotel. I opened the door and he came in. He was taller than me which was nice (but not toweringly so) and probably around 45, not particularly good looking but not ugly either. Mostly, and this was important, he was masculine and virile and seemed to want to take control. It was a little awkward for a second but then I thought "fuck it", and just pulled off my shirt and bit my lip. I guess I was. With his off-season training, he never came home again.Then I met Robert and you know the rest. I don’t regret a moment of our lives together and we have two wonderful children, still waiting for our first grandchild. And I don’t want to wreck that life with a man I haven’t seen for an entire lifetime. It’s why I HAVE to stay strong.All this went through my mind in a few moments as I sat in that limo seat in front of Alan’s restaurant. It seemed as if every detail of our ten-month relationship.