Fir wo mujhe andar le gaye bedroom me aur kaha “hum dono to dost h to chalo ek game khelte h but kisi aur ko batnaa mat”. Main ha keh diya..Unhone...mujhe apna lund padka diya aur pucha kya h ye,,maine kaha pata nahi,,wo bahut mota aur hard lag raha tha,,fir unhone paint open kar k lund dikhaya,,bahut mota aur lmaba aur kadak tha,,,tab maine kaha ye to toilet h,,wo hasne lage aur kaha “ise lund kehte h” maine sir hilaya,fir maine pucha “but mera to chota sa h” ucnle ne kaha “yahi to game h tum. I found out later that orange juice was not such a good ideal for breakfast. I should’ve been drinking milk. But that story comes later.I was an adolescent man fresh out of college at my first job making good money. I would wander through the manufacturing lines to look at the workers and the work that was being done, doing my breaks. That’s when I spied Helena. I took my break whenever I wanted to, but the line workers had to take their breaks at a specified time.Some days later, doing that. Only then can we be truly alive. It will happen, and the present will thus transform itself. We all seem to be on the same plane, and to move ourselves upwards takes a higher consciousness, unlike economics and technology. A transformation of the human spirit. I will find this spirit. All of us together, not a single one missing. And so I am confined to live in the present. The present is the only arena whereby peace and love may permeate. The present, then, is where I shall remain. Death means. The drivers got from the trucks and helped the local workers to load bags onto the backs of the trucks. I exposed a roll of film before we walked over the ridge to our waiting Land Rover. As we walked I slipped the exposed film into an envelope addressed to Ruiz back in New York. The envelope also contained a letter explaining that the film was important evidence and that he should ensure its safety and that of subsequent films that I would send from time to time. I knew, from my research,.