I would hate to not be with my parents for the holiday. At the same time, they have about 4 days of driving ahead of them. The furniture is going to g...t there on Saturday. They will need to be there." I know. I was just hoping." I'll be honest, I don't know how I will be able to handle it when I move away from my parents. It seems so scary to think about." It is. At least you don't have don't have anyone who depends on you totally to worry about. I have Sarah to think about. It makes it even. Meet me here in two days time." Ok I will." Katia took one last look around and left.Chapter 2: New beginnings"Well what do you think mom, I mean it sounds like a good deal but I am not sure I am ready for anything like this." Katia said as they sat at the dinner table."Christ Katia you would think she asked you to marry her. She just wants you to train with nothing more." Kayla sat there eyeing her daughter."You are right mom I think I will do it."She walked over to the house more sure of. And he does still see you that way, in part. That is part of his problem.He still sees you as the “One he could not save”, despite the fact that he did everything that could conceivably be asked of a scared boy. And I saw his face in that unguarded moment where he started to view your message. Seeing you again as you were before that day is a reminder to him of all that was taken from you, a burden that he thinks is his to bear. I think you and I both know differently, but he still dreams of. It included a bonus that was sufficient to put a severe dent in my student loans and allow me to upgrade my old Ford to a second hand BMW soft-top.College had been tough but Kirsty and I had stuck with it and had both been lucky to find employment in fields we enjoyed as soon as we graduated.I'd called her earlier and arranged to take her out for a meal to celebrate my one-year anniversary of work. She'd giggled and accepted and had giggled even more when I told her I wanted her to look her.