" I reply apologetically. I just wish I could help her, I know it's difficult for her, or must be to move me about like a rag doll, dead weight in her...hands, yet somehow she seems to manage without much difficulty. I can't picture her as some beefy Amazon. That soft sensual sounding voice just wouldn't match. Not exactly sure what she'd look like, certainly no Barbie, a Pamela Anderson perhaps, or even a Dolly Parton, though a Catherine Zeta-Jones look-a-like would be nice too.I like the feel. "Carolyn Ellsbrough." Carolyn," the woman repeated, smiling. "Such a lovely name. It's afeminine form of Charles, of course, which, I believe, is your realname."There were no flies on this one, I thought."And how is dear Samantha?" the woman asked. "Is she settling in?" Yes," I replied. "I think so. Look, you clearly know that my dad is atransvestite. He's taken to dressing up as a woman in an effort to fitin here. The warden says it's not unknown for men to do that when theyfind themselves. .. WHOOOAAAAA!!!!!!!! The beads spread me open sowell, that now... "Oooh! Look! Millie's a soda machine!! Look at thisthing!!! It just slipped in!!" I felt a fat metallic object all the wayinside my butt, and it was giving me the chills!!! Renee'd shoved a can ofsoda up my ass!!! "Work it, Millie! Try and push it out!!!!" Nyyyyerrrgghhh...." I strained against it, trying to push it down... Icouldn't! It was in there good!! I was going to rupture something tryingto get it out! . "What dreadful sufferings!" said Julie, remembering Valentine, but whom, with a delicacy natural to women, she did not name before her brother."If the Supreme Being has directed the fatal blow," said Emmanuel, "it must be that he in his great goodness has perceived nothing in the past lives of these people to merit mitigation of their awful punishment." Do you not form a very rash judgment, Emmanuel?" said Julie. "When my father, with a pistol in his hand, was once on the point of committing.