And that kissable mouth. And those sexy shoulders. Oh, god.And then it hit me. I was daydreaming about him, about how we'd be such an amazing couple, ...r how safe I'd feel engulfed in his arms under the covers; about how his lips could make everything around me disappear as he'd press them against mine. You see, having this wake-up slap back then felt like a train hit me. I mean, I was feeling all these things towards my cousin, who lives thousands of miles away. And he's my cousin. For a moment. " K." She climbed back down, and headed for the garage. I heard the trunk closing, and she came back with the tool."Excellent. Thanks for the help."She smiled and sat back down. "I wish I could help more. I'm going to the mall tomorrow with my friends and I've only got about 5 bucks. That will be gone in no time." Hmmm... well, I may be able to help you there. I do have a job here that I wouldn't mind hiring you for." Really? I would be so grateful. I'd do almost anything for some money right. When we reached the car I stopped and looked her in the eyes while I traced the line of her jaw. I could see she wasn’t quite sure what to expect…but she was flushed, curious….aroused. Instead of opening the door, I took her hand in mind and drew a circle on her palm with my free hand. She watched with heavy eyelids as I touched her lips to quiet her and then put her hand on the hood of the car. I turned her gently so that she was standing with the front of her thighs pressed against the side. I had become a failure in both my professional and personal lives. Those things had robbed my life of any purpose. I had come full circle. I no longer cared about my girlfriend, my failure or anything. I had come to that specific beach to find closure and a purpose in my life. I wanted to be reborn.A cold breeze was coming in from the ocean and it was getting colder outside. Not wanting to catch a cold, I decided to head up to the hotel and check in. Leaving the now empty beach behind me I.