.. one of the things the Healer inadvertently did was to ramp up both Arlene’s as well as my sexual responses. I mean really ramp them up until we c...uldn’t control ourselves. Think something like date rape drugs – on steroids. But ... Arlene and I didn’t know about any of this at the time, and neither did Jeff until much, much later.“Nevertheless, I should have realized that something was wrong and never succumbed to Jack, and it will forever be my shame that I did. Once I allowed him to do it,. ”I sat, took in a deep breath and looked my dad in the eye.“She wants to go to Munich again,” I said.“Oh dear,” he said, looking concerned, “do you think that’s wise?”“Wise?” I mused, “no. Anything could happen and send her back to where she was at Christmas, or it could finally kill that ghost off.”“Or create a new one,” Dad said.“There’s that possibility too,” I agreed, “what do you think I should do Dad?”“There’s an old saying son,” he began, “if you love something let it go. If it’s truly. “Your dick is rock hard from listening to me talk about cock and cum. Just thinking about that stuff gets you hot, doesn’t it?”Colin blushed at his visible arousal.“It’s okay, sweetie. It’s okay to be gay. You can suck on all the cocks you want. I’ll find you as many men as you can handle, because I want you to be happy and content. But you have to stop denying what you are.”“But I still want to have sex with you,” Colin argued. “You turn me on, I love it.”“I think my words turn you on more. I sent it off and he slapped my shoulder before he left.It had taken longer then I expected but I found Sona waiting. I dug into a set of duffles where I dump my pay of gold coins and the money I made from the few things we brought back and sold. I handed it to Sona and she caught my hand and pulled me out the side door. A few minutes and we were walking out the side gate and into the small street full of merchants.She had not spent a lot of time earlier and led me to a couple of shops. I.