I justneeded Chris for his seed.My breasts shook and my hair was a mess from our motions. My musclesstrained and then collapsed so that I was on my st...mach. "You okay?" heasked me."Keep going," I said raising my hips.He obliged and got on top of me. Within a few minutes, he came insideme. We hadn't kissed or caressed each other. It was just purepenetration. "Thanks," I said as he got off of me.***Chris and I went over to the fertility clinic to sign paperwork withSarah and Barbara. The Lesbian. It was hard to keep focused on her intentions. She felt like an ocean swimmer — one moment rising on a wave, seeing a distant coastline on a shimmering horizon; next moment drowning in the cold, deep green water, all purpose forgotten. But she'd rise again, gasping, spluttering, filled with the certainty that one day she might be over there again, feeling at home, being accepted by her neighbors and friends — hugging the dull but so very safe life she'd been used to. It was what her sanity. It was touching to see Eli having someone tolook up to and Liv in tears as the girls were forced to go theirseparate ways for the day. They were assured time the next day if Livwanted to come by, it was a rhetorical question as her eyes begged hermother for permission which was granted.Hugh went to bed happy. It was the first time in a long time that he hadfun with a boy and Eli was good at getting him to stop thinkinglogically and start to think about what was going on in front of him. Hewas. So Phil and Hailey spent a good part of the day in the park and had shared lunch at a sidewalk bistro.“This is what I want, Phil,” Hailey had told him. “I have always let my friends be the center of my world. Even when I didn’t particularly care for some of them – when I just included them to improve my standing in a certain group – things revolved around them. I know I keep coming up with excuses for how I’m acting but the truth is that I have a lot to unlearn and it isn’t easy. I stayed.