If you'd told me, it wouldn't have changed anything. Like you said, she was never going to come back. I guess I knew it all along, but there's nothing...like having your nose rubbed in the truth. Thank you for telling me. If I had any daydreams, they're gone now."That was two weeks before Christmas. I knew, in the roundabout way the kids worked out their schedules, that Mary would be with Peter before Christmas while I was with Nicole, and she'd be with Nicole after Christmas while I was visiting. ‘You don’t mind If I have a go do you Sue?’ Sue leaned over and I began to suckle her heavenly breasts and nipples. I started out teasingly and then took as much of her tits into my mouth as I could and began sucking as hard as possible I could her moaning with a mixture of both pleasure and pain as I roughly sucked/pulled her nipples. I pulled Sue’s shirt completely off pushed her back onto the sofa. She stared up at me helplessly ‘ you know you’ve been an extremely naughty girl showing me. "Girls are supposed to be delicate, soft, and feminine!If the clothes make you feel that way, that's good, because it willhelp you get along at work better." I suppose," I said with a sigh, resigned to my fate.All that day I tried on the clothes mom had bought, especially thenurses dresses. With the cap, I looked exactly like every other nursein the hospital, and it was obvious that unless I screwed up royally, Imight just be able to get by. As I tried on the other clothes it wasapparent, even. Of course she said, she was confident I still loved her and would never hurt her. ?Oh honey,? she said as she touch my, now swelling eye again, ?why did you have to fight so much. Don’t you know how much I love you?? I was pulling on the cuffs behind my back. I wanted deep marks left behind. ?If you love me you’ll take these cuffs off, they hurt,? I said. She looked into my eyes, ?Can I trust you? You won’t try to hurt me will you honey?? ?You know I could never.