But why? Why are the things that seem to manifest out of nowhere in my reality tied to the horrors of my dreams? Drifting back toward a sleep deprived...unconsciousness, my last thought was I’ll be sure to call someone for professional help in the morning. Surely someone might be able to tell me if I’m losing my mind and possibly existing in periods of fugue states. He’s chasing me again. I can feel the hairs on the back of my neck warning me of danger. I’m running through Union Park in Des. I had no one to blame but myself. Mom had certainly drilled into my head enough times that to assume was just to make an 'ass' of 'u' and 'me'.Now I was the ass. And I was going to have to find some way of fixing things... ... without having sex with the twins.Quietly, Dawn and I got dressed and went downstairs to get some breakfast. It was still early, but neither of us even thought about going back to sleep. Mom had bought a big box of Costco pastries for the week, and coffee was easy to. "Kids you start." I'm going to have the chicken and broccoli." Tommy said."Me too, me too!!" Suzie yelled."Dave what are you going to have?" Beth asked."I'm going to try the dumplings on fried rice with a side order of egg rolls." That sounds Good, I think I'll have the same but you can hold the egg rolls on mine." Beth informed the waiter."Very good, I'll put this right in." The Chinese man said as he again quickly ran through the red doorsDinner came and everyone enjoyed their meals. Suzie. Making a trip to all the sales offices was the last thing I wanted to do. It would take me away from Karen for an entire week. Was I a manipulator or what?Karen called as she had promised. "The gate is open. I'll be waiting for you," she said.I looked in on K.O. before I left. He was holding the soccer ball with his left hand, and had his right thumb in his mouth.Karen met me at her front door, and whispered, "Kevin's asleep. Let's go outside."I was agreeable to this, but I was a little.