I have been reading these entries for a few days, looking at how my attitude changed and I think we all may be rather fucked up mentally. I don't know...what I can do, except possibly talk Dr Grant around, he is a rational man and he should understand that what he is doing is irrational. 18th Log A.T,Dr Grant may be more screwed up than I thought. I brought up the question of our actions and all he responded with was accusations about my loyalty to him. Simon was there to back him up, agreeing. Come on, Sean, give him a good suck for me."I knew I again had no choice. Under any other circumstances I would never have even thought about blowing another guy. But from Amber's confident demands and seeing my friend's enormous schlong dangling like a snake between his muscular thighs, I was actually turned on at the thought of sucking cock.Amber directed Drew onto the couch and beckoned me to kneel before him. My eyes glued to the sight of Drew's hose-like organ, I did as I was told. Amber. Her nipples had become puffy, but otherwise the teen hadn’t even developed the slender curve of hip that her mother had. She doubted she would be able to attract a boy’ infatuated with getting laid for the first time much less a real man who might help.Maryanne took care of that problem though. It wasn’t a simple matter of just having sex. Even as late as Jordan was in development, Maryanne knew that a boy interested in sex wouldn’t care as long as her daughter was willing. However, to start. Ashley says, “Well, I never have kissed a girl, but I have thought about it a lot. I have always wondered what it would be like.”As Ashley was close, she leans toward Leeann and kisses her. Their lips touch, the lifelong friends are filled with excitement, and their tongues meet as well. This is no quick 'girlfriend kiss' but a long, sensual kiss. It is like electricity flowing through both of them. They both want each other right then and now — they have passed the point of no return.Ashley.