By the time I paid any attention to the time, my cell phone was ringing, and I noticed that it was past the time I should have been leaving. I didn’... know how the time had just slipped away, but I felt better than I had in days. Amanda wasn’t Kathy, but she was a woman and a pretty one at that. If she didn’t think I was worthless, maybe there was life after Kathy after all. Kathy By the time I got home, I was expecting Raphe to already be there. I’d taken the time to shower at the motel, to. My reoccurring thought was men want an independent woman until they meet one… I went to bed dreaming of him again. A similar, if not the same dream, for the past 6 months. I was walking down the aisle, only this time I was the bride and all eyes were on me. I felt someone staring at me and it made me get chills all over, but it was the excited chills. I looked up to see him, but I couldn’t make out his face. I only knew he was tall, muscular and white. That shocked me because I’d never dated a. Rob Preston is a great guy. CRS, where I work, it's kind of like a huge family. We all look out for each other. Rob called me in, and we talked about Karen and my loss. He also told me that if I needed more time, he'd be happy to let me go on extended family leave. Instead, I told him that I'd be fine. It would just take a little more time. I promised that I'd try harder to return to my old working grove.After that meeting, I promised myself that I'd give back to the company what they deserved.. " The reason for turning to communism was that some people were not satisfied with the people in power and wanted to take over and run things their way. All the ten planks were intended to take power by taking over control of all the economic resources. Dad told me that the prerequisite for that was to take control of the means of force, the police, courts and military, and to take over all opinions, such as churches, the media and school." Very good! Now can anybody tell me the last plank?.