"I was still in Rachael's arms and was getting angry at the way theywere talking about me. I started to fuss about the treatment I wasreceiving, to my...surprise instead of my body tensing with the anger mynow tiny bladder emptied into the diaper I was wearing. This caused meto struggle more, Rachael did the usual motherly duty of checking mydiaper which was only slightly wet. My emotions were rampant and Istarted to cry loudly."Me amt dead me here" I sobbed even my syntax was that of a. YUCK! YUCK! And doublefucking YUCK!"I'm sorry that happened Gary. God DAMN it! Don't tell anyone,please! I'm so embarrassed! Man, that was awful. I'm sorry ashell Gary, please don't hate me. I'm not myself." I wasbabbling, trying to take back that element I had snuck into theequation."It's Ok," he was saying calmly, softly."No it's not Ok! Guys do not kiss other guys. That's gross andit's wrong. I'm not gay. Please God; don't let me be gay now.Aw, GOD!" I was starting to get upset again."You're. I told prabha that if anything i can do then tell me so that she can bless by lovely child. These talks finished here and that day i returned back. After 10-12 days i again made a surprised visit in prabha’s house in the evening. That day ravi opened the door. He welcomed me in his drawing room and asked you are coming after long gap!! I told that due to some business work i was not in town that is why. In the meantime prabha came in drawing room and on seeing become very happy. While we were. It was 'Oz' who fetched Benin and brought her to the dinghy. 'Oz' propelled him towards the boat with a hefty slap on the back. Stumbling, John jogged to the boat and got in. He stared back at the beach at his friend waving. Benin gave his hand a squeeze. Before he knew it the boat bumped against the pontoon.Suddenly energised with the task in hand, he helped Rhykov pull the seat out of the floatplane and throw it into the water. Together they eased Benin up the tall side of the aeroplane and.