He offers me a cigarette and we both light up. While we puff, I move back into his arms and hold him, my hips gently swaying to the distant music. I s...ood on tiptoe and kissed him, he kisses me back, but without any passion. I persist and he pushed me away."Please Sue," he said, we can't do this, it's not right." Fuck the man, here I am, offering myself on a plate and he has to be noble. It's part of the reason I love him so much, I suppose."Come on Trev," I said, "it's Christmas." I push. It will be a shock since he is totally unaware that our marriage has been in trouble.I love him. I love him to death, but he is a good man and he deserves much better than me. He has been a good husband and for the most part our marriage has been great. He is affectionate and he is damned good in bed so he is not going to understand it at all. The one thing he won't know because I won't tell him is that he is the one mostly to blame for it happening. Then again maybe I will tell Harry why he is. ”I felt myself blush but then I said, “I guess, yeah.” And he leaned closer and whispered:“Then you won’t mind if I do this?” He took my hand he held and slowly moved it under the blanket, where his huge cock was out of his pants and rock hard.“Is this what you want, Anita?” he whispered.I could not even answer; just tried to stroke him without being noticed and I guess it worked, because in less than a minute, just as the stewardess was demonstrating how to fasten seatbelts in, Byron leaned. But I found it amazing that somebody as pretty as her was single.I am sure I could have seen a blush if there was enough light to see by. She seemed to exaggerate a shudder, and I asked if everything was ok, if I had said something wrong."Oh no, everything is ok. I am just getting a bit chilled here is all." She wrapped her arms around herself, rubbing her arms to prove the point.Being the gentleman that I am, I stood and removed my coat, gently pressing her forward on the shoulder so I could.