"A little, what seems to be the problem?" "I don't really know," I said, "I was driving and all the sudden a cloud of smoke and the 'idiot' light came...on, everything else seems to be fine." "Let's have a look, here" he smiled and leaned into the engine along side me. I got a whiff of aftershave that made my juices start boiling and I hoped that I could get 'lucky' today! His teeth were straight and white, and his arms were rippled with muscles and I longed to have him wrap them around me and. " And you are her sub?" I snapped.Laura didn't reply. She merely nodded in embarrassment. Oh god, this was so utterly wrong at so many levels. Yet I wasn't angry because of that. I was angry because Aunt Mary and Laura were leaving me out of their secret life. Nevertheless, I quelled my envy as there were more questions to ask."Why Aunt Mary did those things to you?" I asked. If I asked anyone that question the answer would have been because she a sick perverted sadist. But I knew Aunt Mary. No. You would be giving away too much.’ ‘I don’t care,’ he answered. ‘Yes, you do. All your life you have done the right thing no matter what the personal price. You can’t change who you are. You know marrying me would hurt so many others.’ Charles stood up. ‘What do I care of others? It is you I care for, our happiness.’ ‘No, Charles, it will never be. We could never be totally happy. It will destroy your family. Your father will never agree and then what? No, I will not be that person.’ Tears. Some of her brazenness rubbed off on the other girls and our table became slut central. Whiskey voice (her name was Anna) asked me one time when Lily was out in the parking lot, "Have you fucked her husband yet?"I looked around to see that no one else was listening and then I whispered, "You won't tell a soul?"Anna assured me that she wouldn't. "Lily leaves for work an hour before he has to. I've been fucking him every morning as soon as the door closes behind her. If you ask me she's crazy to.