“You’re upset because you’re not thin, aren’t you?” Fatima nodded her head and lowered it. And then she suddenly burst into tears. They wer... silent tears, but tears nonetheless. Tears that came from deep, deep inside her. “It’s not that I’m not thin. It’s because I’m fat. Nobody wants to go out with a fat girl. No one wants to make love with me. Everyone looks at me and all they see is fat. Fat. Fat. And fat.” Ella squeezed Fatima’s hand. “Don’t be silly, Fatima. It’s not what you look like. "That's so sweet... Dennis, you need to hang out with him more to learn some good habits," she said. Normally Dennis would have talked back, but it was pointless. The truth was Jeff was sucking up to her because usually he was not so polite. Dennis helped clear the table while Jeff finished the dishes. After this was done, they sat out in the living room and watched TV. Claire came out and sat down in his dad's recliner to join them. Again, Jeff and she talked back and forth to each other while. I didn't seethe point. Even if I passed the state test after summerschool, I still would only be in ninth grade. At best Iwould complete tenth grade two years from now.But in two years I would be 18 years old. And I knew Iwasn't going to keep going to school after I was 18. Sothere was no way I would finish high school. But when Itried this argument with my parents; they wouldn't listento me.Instead of arguing with me, my mom asked me to play with mylittle sister Cathy. I normally would have. Ab us raat ko to mjhe bs uski yaad me hila ke sona pada. Next mrng main 9’o clock per utha toh maine dekha jiju office chale gaye hai didi bathroom me hai and wo kitchen me akele thi. Maine usko bhoo karke piche se pakad liya and thode time aise hi pakde rha boobs ko thoda press kerta rha usne thode time baad bola mamu hato to phir mjhe hatna pada. Ab din me di paas wali aunty ke saath shopping per gai. Yeh chance tha mere paas 3-4 hrs kaa. Ab bhanji and main hi ghar per the.Wo mere room me aai.