Only you.” I said.“You liar. You are making a fool of me. You must be doing it remembering some film star or some beautiful girl of your collage. ...m I right?”- She said. Her voice was full of pleasure as she knew that it was she and none else, yet she wanted to confirm it.“NO. Mom, it is only you and only you. None else in the world.”- I said.“Oh, Balu , you are so sweet.”- She raised her face and kissed me on my cheek for a long.It excited me. I smelled her hair and asked –“Now may I kiss you. I enquired about it.They said special package 12000 bucks for 1.5 hoursO m gOooh my god, what was there for 10000Then the driver said 1 beer, Manjula massage and service and falls bathO m g o m gDevil inside me started working, already my dick got thicker, it was like dream for any guy, I have not seen this scene in any movie too.I was salivating, I started bargaining, they were not interested and they asked me to decide soon as it was turning dark .Then I decided and went ahead as opportunity. I stepped back into the house unnoticed to grab another beer. I eased back out to my hiding place to watch more. When I looked down I saw my wife on her knees sucking his cock. He was busy looking around making sure no one could see them. I was hoping she would fuck him too and not just give him head. She sucked his cock long enough that I needed another beer. I slipped back into the kitchen to grab one. As I opened it I felt the need to piss. I sat the beer down and headed to the bathroom down. I found myself first watching straight porn and fantasizing about being the girl, sucking cock and taking cum. Sometimes even watching gay porn and starting to find other men’s bodies attractive. Eventually, I found sissy training videos and I knew what I wanted. Those images and messages of being submissive to a man’s needs, to be used, to suck cock and swallow cum. I now knew what was missing, a need that had to be satisfied. It was almost all I could think about.Knowing I would be alone for.