. and me.”Whatever anyone may have intimated in the past, I am not a fool. We returned to our quarters. Anya, at that point seven months pregnant wi...h Ivan Konstantinovich had been forced to reduce her activities. Reluctantly, as she had in previous pregnancies, she had accepted that my security was no longer her primary role, and she was resting – naked as usual – in our bed. She is always amazed that I consider her at her most beautiful when pregnant; she can only see what she considers the. She wanted desperately to believe that I hadn’t felt that abandoned.I shrugged. “You four walked out on me and despite me begging for a reason, you all shut me out. My mother assumed that I was at fault, my sister sided against me, I had no one at school. I don’t know if you were around for it or not, but Mom and Lilly still went next door for meals. Dinner for me was quite often a sandwich while I listened to the clock over the fridge tick. I was virtually alone. All I had to lean back on were. Kuch deer ke baad anu ki chut gili hone lagi chut ka ras behne laga aur anu ke siskariyaan nikalne lagi aur joor se chaato aur ye sab rakesh dekh raha tha.Kaka uske chut ke pani ko chat chat kar saaf kar raha tha tab tak anu bohot hi garam ho chuki thi woh kaka se kaha.Kaka mujhe karo naa bardaast nahi hota kaka kuch nahi bol raha thaAnu gusse mein aa kar kaha kaka chodo naa mujhe aur kaise kahoon kaka chut se apni sir uthakar kaha ki malkin mera khada nahi hota hai anu is par garam ho gayi. ?I see?? I still did not understand why I was chosen. My father and I rarely had contact and in the past I was unsure as to whether he even knew my name. After we had made it to the river that ran beside the palace I sat down and watched the water run down stream for a short while. I could tell Jeremiah found my admiration of nature boring. ?Master, you have many matters to attend to, is it wise to spend so much time idly staring at flowing water.? Jeremiah asked.'Matters? What matters need.