He remembered how sensitive they were as he teased and licked them, causing Rose to moan in pleasure. Now, he was beginning to truly understand the er...or that he’d made and would have liked to find a way to undo the whole last year. For his part Jake saw the direction that the man’s eyes were turned as Rose coolly made the introductions. Jake couldn’t help but feel a hint of triumph as it was clear to him, at least, that the man was miserable with his beautiful witch of a wife. They chatted for. When he found a woman he wanted to program, he gave them the potion without them knowing it. All but me. By accident, I found out he was programming women. When I asked him if he had programmed me, he told me he had not, but that he planned to do it. I loved him, Davy. I gave him permission. I willingly let him program me, control me.”“It is not programming then.”“Yes, it is. Before, I would do anything he asked because I loved him and wanted to please him. It became programming when I drank. Then just breathe in normally, Take a breath or two, then just drop it and keep going. In fact, you will likely find that what breaths you take last longer when we are underwater. The important thing to remember is that if you need to surface, breathe out! The air will be compressed, so as you surface it will expand so you got to let it out. This way you can stay down a bit longer, but it will be fun. Trust me.”I just added the BCD, and left the weight belt and wetsuit in the back. And hand in. It really wouldn’t be that humiliating at all. People may have a zillion thoughts in a day, and most of these thoughts are forgettable if not downright absurd—so why be a slave to what other people thought? What people thought certainly didn’t make them what they were. What he thought may happen at the party if he didn’t act perfectly no longer held sway either. Why become a slave to the fear that awaits around the corner if only to end up being trapped by always thinking about what may come.