He introdues himself as the boss and says he will deliver the bag at the cabin because they should go and get started,The boss introduces Katja in the...office to her colleague’s, the boss says this is mark,rob,kevin and maurice.Katja introduces herself tot hem and then boss starts rushing again to get busy,come one i will give you a workvan for those 2 weeks. They load up the gear and their backpacks with food and drinks.Mark takes charge and gets in drivers seat,next to him sits Rob. Maurice. It was peaceful.I was detached from the world around me, safely within the fortress of my mind where the chaos couldn’t touch me.Over the past several months, I had been unwillingly plunged into the darkness. I struggled against it, fighting for color to come back to my life. Sex had been a trigger, Mavis, Kendra, and Susan had been catalysts, my loving sister and girlfriend had struggled through the darkness with me. And as a result, my art had taken a turn into new light, texture, and. It smelled wonderful and made lots of bubbles. He then lit some cinnamon and vanilla scented candles around the tub and on the sink and floor. He put some of their favorite music on the CD player. He chose 'Wicked Game' by Chris Isaac, 'Softly' and 'Song For A Winter's Night' and 'Beautiful' by Gordon Lightfoot. It was relaxing, romantic music to forget your troubles and lose yourself in.Sandy peeked around the corner, "Is that all for me?" she asked."Yes, Ma'am." he replied. "Come here, "he. Then, we married. Before the echo of the "I do" had died away, the relationship changed. The loner exerted his dominance.But to know what I mean, you must first know who I am and how I got this way.I've always been a loner. I don't mean a hermit hiding in a cave. I mean someone who could never open up, express feelings, nor share personal problems. It just is not in my makeup. How did I get this way? I wasn't born this way.My father was extremely outgoing and always helping his fellow man. My.