I... I'm so sorry" I stammered as Stephen looked at me with a blank look."No need to apologize at all" Stephen said. "Come join me" he said patting th... couch seat next to him.I stopped and thought about it for a second, I was never interested in seeing guys masturbate, I didn't want to be around it and had no interest in all... however this was Stephen, there was beer on offer and I wanted to see what happened with the DVD on the screen – I had seen many of DVDs from Stephens collection while. We move towards a park, it's already late, no one else to be seen. You are still deep in your thoughts, in your own world, when I all of the sudden drag you behind a tree and order you "Get down on your knees!" You seem a bit lost but obey slowly, when i start to push your head down. You finally start to get the idea when I begin to unbuckle my belt. You put your hands forward to help me accelarate the process. "Hands off" I say. "All you're allowed to use is your mouth, are we clear?!" "Yes. He wanted to know where I was located and living, if I was indeed married, what type of things I liked to do and so on. He seemed to like the fact that I was divorced and told me that he was too. We also found out that we were both the same age, and after a while called one another by our real names in whisper. I looked forward to seeing ‘Rich’ at night in the chat room. Before long I was craving to hear his real voice over the phone. I did not want to seem forward, but something told me that. I won't compromise my beliefs. That's what I wanted you to know. I've found that the sooner I get that upfront when I get a new boyfriend-because that's kind of what you are now, right?" I guess I am," I told her.She smiled, her radiant, innocent smile. "I guess you are, too. But anyway, the sooner I get that up front, the less problems it creates later. I like you very much, Tom. I think we fit together very well. You're funny and I like being with you and spending time with you. I think that.