Until last week. It seems she found the F/W site on my computer and that got her thinking. That night she made me wear a short, pink nightgown, low he...ls, and even made my face up a little. I was thrilled! She showed me a new toy she’d bought, a strap-on dildo of all things. She blindfolded me and demanded I suck it. Blushing happily, I obeyed while she called me names, laughing at my erection. All the while the VCR camera she’d secretly set up recorded everything, even my falsetto voice. . hard." I understand, thanks for coming." Are they feeding you well? You look a little thin." Let's just say I really appreciate the cookies you sent, and so do my cellmates." Are they nice?" Yeah, I'm in a cell with Joel and Jesse and Sean. I think they're trying to keep us guys together." That's good, I worry about all of the sexual stuff you hear about in prisons." Actually, I kind of wanted to talk to you guys about that. The four of us have been doing sexual stuff together. So anyway, I. I've got just the dress for you for this evening, so let's try it onfor size, Jane," said Vanya reaching into my wardrobe once again.What she brought out was a black, shiny rubber dress with a minisculeflared skirt which, after undoing the back zip, she held it low to thefloor for me to step into. With my hands on her shoulders I did so, andshe pulled the dress up my body. I slid my arms into the short puff-sleeves and Vanya pulled up the zip. The dress was tight around mywaist and chest but. For some people, killing another person is simply not an option. I truly do respect that.“I will tell you, though, that when things get ugly, most folks get to the place where they’d rather kill than be killed… although not all. So, I don’t have to teach you how to seriously hurt or kill somebody. If you want, we can stay with just the control moves.”He gave her a reassuring smile, then continued, “I think it makes more sense, though, to teach you both ways. Then you can decide for yourself.