The past was there, and it would hit us along side the head, but we would weather it. We also were drawing strength from one another. When her father...Fred collapsed at work, we thought it was not going to be a good ending. But after three days of testing, dehydration was the most likely cause. If I was not at Cathy’s side, I was looking after Franciszka, picking her up, dropping her off, putting her to bed, or waking her up. Our family and friends jumped in as they could. Everything finally. The loft was a maze of corridors and temporary walls -- during one of my awkward yelling conversations a sexy cowgirl had mentioned that they redid the interior for every party so you never knew where anything was. I figured if I saw someone moving swiftly and somewhat stiffly and followed them, there was a good chance they’d lead me to a less heavily-trafficked bathroom. If I was lucky, maybe it would be the cool-people’s bathroom and they’d be doing cooler drugs, or something. I was out of my. "I suddenly got this idea and a quivering thrill went thru me, I mean I'mnot into women or anything, but the way he was talking, was starting toturn me on. I wanted to try something a little... different. The more Ithought about it, the more I wanted to do it, but I didn't want him to seehow I was feeling. I mean just because he wasn't like a man in the way myex had been didn't mean that I fully trusted him not to be the same kind ofbastard. But as I sat there I finally decided I had to try. That night he went for a long walk. This went on one guy each night for three weeks until one night one guy went, then as soon as he got back another went, and so on all night. I wasn't the only one who noticed this, and the next morning Johnnie L. told her to come to his cabin to talk after dinner. He kept her for hours. Around midnight I sneaked out and went and peeked in Johnnie L's cabin, and he was fucking Annie's brains out. I couldn't keep myself from stroking my cock as I watched.