”“You don’t have to do that, but okay,” I said. Then I added. “Thank you.”Lillian smiled, then left. The days passed slowly since I had no...hing to do but sit around trying to think healing thoughts. It had to be a lot like Buddha contemplating his navel orange, I thought.My balance worried me a lot more than I let on. If it didn’t get significantly better, I was going to be in a world of shit. Sure it wouldn’t effect my driving of a car, but it would effect my ability to ride a bike. As a. Sometimes I felt sorry for her, but she could also be a real pain to live with.She was in one of those moods one night when I suddenly got a hyperactive urge to tempt fate. I crept up behind her as she was laying sidelong on the couch. She was watching basketball again. I waited until one of the players made a three-pointer, then I reached down with lightning speed and snapped her bra as hard as I could.“He shoots, he scores!” I yelled, then ran for my life. It was the typical kind of foolishly. Heather and Andy were kissing at the back door when Penny and I came downstairs. Both girls headed for their homes.I spent a fair part of my week of vacation mowing lawns to earn some spending money. Penny and I tried to spend time together when I wasn't mowing lawns. Penny and I wanted to get as much time together as possible so we could survive our six week separation when I went to scout camp. I was looking forward to working at camp, but I knew I was going to miss Penny desperately.I mowed. I asked her what she was whispering. Joan said, "Like my tits on your chest? Maybe later I'll let you suck them." I called her a "Cock Teaser". Three of the surfers Joan had danced with came over and introduced themselves. John was a student at Florida State, Dave a student at Georgia Tech and Mike a full time surfer. They were all relatively good looking guys. Mike had a huge bulge in his speedo. There was a clam bake dinner. The five of us sat on a blanket eating. Joan sat cross legged,.